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Renaissance Renaissance’s Cynthia Merhej on Why Fashion Is Always Political
The Beirut designer talks making sustainable clothes in a fast-fashion world and NYC First Lady Rama Duwaji’s inauguration coat.

Photo Credit: Michele Aoun
For the Palestinian-Lebanese fashion designer Cynthia Merhej, fashion is both an art practice and a way to honor her family’s legacy. A third-generation couturier and the founder and creative director of the Beirut-based brand Renaissance Renaissance, the Central Saint Martins-educated designer makes clothes that speak to the duality of the modern woman. Her designs are experimental yet rooted in tradition, unapologetically feminine but gender-bending, and playful yet elegant: in any given collection, you could find dreamy tulle skirts and sweet bows alongside meticulously constructed jackets and crisp shirting. It’s all part of Merhej’s design philosophy, which is rooted in sustainability, craftsmanship, and a healthy dose of tenacity—creative pillars she learned as a child, while observing her mother, Laura, at work in her own Beirut atelier. These were also lessons passed down from Merhej’s great-grandmother, Laurice Srouji, who opened her own successful atelier in Jaffa, Palestine in the 1920s.
While Merhej first debuted Renaissance Renaissance in 2016, the label has been generating lots of buzz of late—getting shortlisted a second time for the prestigious LVMH Prize in 2025, and in January 2026, making headlines around the world after New York City’s new First Lady, Rama Duwaji, wore a striking chocolate brown fur-trimmed coat from Merhej’s F/W 2023 collection. When it came to Duwaji selecting Renaissance Renaissance for this historic occasion, Duwaji’s stylist, Gabriella Karefa-Johnson, explained on Substack that this too, had significance. “On her first official day as First Lady of New York, Rama is wearing a small, independent woman designer from the Middle East,” Karefa-Johnson wrote. “That representation resonates. It reverberates. Because fashion communicates. It sends a message.”

Merhej spoke with writer Cady Lang about carrying on her family’s fashion legacy, creating timeless clothing in a fast fashion world, what it feels like when your designs make international news, and why fashion is always political.
This interview has been edited for length and clarity.
How are you? How are things for you right now in Beirut?
It’s good. I mean, at the moment, there’s a threat of escalation of violence from Israel, but they’re bombing in the south of Lebanon, which is not very near where I work. It’s about two hours away, so we don’t really feel much here. But they’ve been threatening to escalate for the last three months. So who knows? You just live your life.
It’s crazy to think that you’re designing under these conditions, with the world being in the state that it is.
Yes, I think [it is] for everyone, not just me, because I feel like the whole world is in turmoil at the moment. The fashion world, particularly, has been imploding for the last four years. I think everyone is generally trying to find steady ground in this current environment.
I want to talk to you about how you started your brand, Renaissance Renaissance; you are a third-generation couturier, and your great-grandmother and your mother were also fashion artisans. Can you share your earliest fashion memory?
In the beginning, my mom’s atelier was also a shop. The front of the atelier was the store, and the back was the atelier. My earliest memories are being shuffled from the front to the back, depending on if a client was there. That’s probably one of my earliest memories in general, because my mom would take us to work with her. She has three kids, so after daycare or after school, we would usually be there with my mom in the space, but we didn’t get the chance to do much [with the atelier] because she was working. I actually had to learn a lot when I started my brand. All the technical things, like making patterns and sewing, I didn’t know at all.
Are there lessons that you’ve learned as a designer from your great-grandmother and your mother?
We don’t have anything left from my great-grandmother, unfortunately, because the 1948 [Nakba] happened, and they had to leave everything. But there’s this very strong and inherent influence that comes from just being around really strong women who taught themselves and had dreams. They taught themselves everything, and most of their teams were also women. I think the influence is in the way we design and the way we look at things, without a doubt. I don’t want to say it’s more pragmatic, but it definitely is—there’s a closeness and a compassion to the people you are addressing, because we’re living it as well.
It’s definitely a legacy. Do you see a dialogue between your brand and their work?
I’m very proud to be a part of this; I think if I didn’t have this legacy, I wouldn’t have had the courage to do what I did. But I had this precedent, two amazing women before me who made me realize it’s possible to do it, and that’s huge. I don’t want to gender things too much, but in the way I’m designing and the way I’m approaching clothing, there’s always this inherent, constant intuition on how to approach the female body—how I dress her and how I want women to feel.
There’s another whole aspect with the quality of the clothes and how we approach that. My mom was sustainable before sustainability was even a thing. Her mantra is always working directly with the client, really going out of her way to source the best fabrics, to make sure the finishing was perfect, always taking that extra step to make sure the garment will last. And they have lasted, some over 30 years.

Renaissance Renaissance’s SS26 Collection “La Touriste.” Courtesy of the designer.
On the topic of sustainability, when talking about the brand, you’ve said your goal is to “create garments that can transcend time.” In a world of fast fashion, how do you design pieces to be timeless?
It’s always thinking about the woman, about her body, asking myself, “Is it wearable?” All those things, like adding pockets or making sure the length is right, making sure structurally it will last. In terms of the design, I’m not looking at what’s trendy at all. Of course, I’m looking at the street and what people are wearing in their day-to-day lives. But I’m not looking at what this designer is doing or what influencers are posting about. It’s about following my instinct and my intuition, rather than doing something just because it’s trendy or it’s cool.
The funny thing is, you start like that, but then it becomes a trend. I guess that’s the normal cycle of fashion. You start off making a garment, and you’re scared because it doesn’t look like anything else out there. And then three or four years later, you’re going into Zara or any fast fashion website. You see your design, that thing that wasn’t cool, is now copied. It’s like life and death. You have to accept this is the rhythm of life in fashion. In a way, it sucks, because indirectly, it’s like I’m contributing to it. It doesn’t make me sad that they copied me, but what does make me sad is like, “Fuck, I’m giving them more things to copy, giving them more ideas to steal so they can keep this horrible business going.”
In light of that, how do you continue to feed your creativity as a designer and keep up the energy to create?
It’s not difficult to stay inspired. What’s really difficult is when you have an independent brand, there’s no money, and you have to do everything yourself. Burnout is a constant thing for me. It’s very difficult because if I’m in a good state of mind, and I have a little bit of stability, a bit of money in the bank, and I know I can relax for a week, then I can come up with a collection in a week. It’s tough to have your own business and to deal with admin stuff all the time because every day, there’s a problem…But I’m also noticing this pattern with other designers where we’re finding our own way to do it. We’re not going to try to compete with big brands, not going to try to compete with fast fashion, because it’s just literally impossible. It’s exciting to find alternatives.

Renaissance Renaissance’s SS26 Collection “La Touriste.” Courtesy of the designer.
To return to the brand for a moment, could you tell me more about why you founded Renaissance Renaissance and how the name came about?
I started the brand because I wanted to be a creative director, and I thought the best way to do it was to start my own brand because at the time and still now, we don’t see people like me, Arab women, in these positions. The name came about because I like the idea of duality and also of cycles. I like the idea that a woman can constantly have many lives in one lifetime. And it’s the same idea with clothes as well. A garment can come with you through the different stages of your life.
2026 has just started, but your designs have already been in the spotlight this year, after Rama Duwaji, the new First Lady of New York City, wore a Renaissance Renaissance coat to the mayoral inauguration. Your designs have also been garnering a lot of industry attention; you were shortlisted for the LVMH Prize in 2021 and again in 2025 and won the 2023 Fashion Trust Arabia Prize for evening wear. What does it feel like to have your work be recognized at this scale?
It’s amazing. It’s amazing because we work our asses off—me, my mom, and our seamstresses, all the factories and artisans we work with in Lebanon, plus so many other people like [my publicist] David and his team, and our commercial director, Rodrigo. Of course, it feels really good when the work gets recognized, because it feels like it’s for something—maybe we are not making millions, but at least, people are getting it, it means something to the world…It doesn’t change the reality of being an independent brand, and it’s not changing the day-to-day reality of things. But it definitely feels really good for everyone, not just me. It makes me feel like we’re going in the right direction.
In the week following the inauguration, a lot has been made about the symbolism of what Rama wore to the ceremony. Your collections have never shied away from finding the political within the personal. What does it feel like to see your clothing now being a catalyst for larger discussions?
When you’ve been doing this for the last 10 years, sometimes you think you’re fucking crazy because you’re doing something that’s meaningful in an industry that doesn’t usually value it. I think if you look at the last decade of fashion especially, it’s been a lot of irony—this idea of quiet luxury. I feel like sincerity was looked down on. Femininity was looked down on. So it’s very nice, because I haven’t changed what I stand for, but people caught up.
I don’t know how long it will last, but for me, these are my personal values, the things I always believe in. It’s not going to change now, because other people are writing about it, but it is nice to know that I’m not just having the dialogue by myself or with the wall anymore.
Why is fashion political? And what do you think the role of fashion is in this moment?
Anything we put out in the world, including fashion or any art you do, is going to be interpreted in the context of whatever is going on. [Rama Duwaji’s] coat is an amazing example, right? There was such a crazy reaction to it, and it was just a coat, but it’s about the meaning and what it stands for and what it symbolizes. Fashion is really important in that way. It helps express ourselves outwardly, and whether we put meaning to it or not, someone is going to put meaning to what we wear. Fashion will always be political. I think it’s very political now because it’s becoming so inaccessible. This is something I’m really thinking about, and I really want to work on in the next year with my brand, because when you’re selling a bag or a shirt for like, $1000-2,000, what are you trying to say with that? Our whole world right now is becoming more and more polarized because of economics, and fashion is no stranger to that.
That’s why it’s so important if you have a brand today and if you are a small brand, you can’t afford to not be political, to not take a risk. And when I say political, it’s not necessarily about doing posts about whatever is going on in the news. I’m looking at pricing, how people are shopping, or what they can’t access. I’m looking at how the system treats independent designers. Even with my heritage, to be able to say I’m a Palestinian-Lebanese designer in the U.S. press, for me, was something I could not imagine reading when I was growing up. I couldn’t even imagine it five years ago. To make a decision to be in Beirut, to produce here, was a message. I want to find my own way of living sustainably in a way that benefits mental health and our well-being. I want to make clothes that are great, beautifully designed, but are not going to cost $20 billion unless they’re justified. All these challenges are happening now, and these are all very political. It’s all tied into what’s going on, the bigger picture.
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"content" : "The Beirut designer talks making sustainable clothes in a fast-fashion world and NYC First Lady Rama Duwaji’s inauguration coat.Photo Credit: Michele AounFor the Palestinian-Lebanese fashion designer Cynthia Merhej, fashion is both an art practice and a way to honor her family’s legacy. A third-generation couturier and the founder and creative director of the Beirut-based brand Renaissance Renaissance, the Central Saint Martins-educated designer makes clothes that speak to the duality of the modern woman. Her designs are experimental yet rooted in tradition, unapologetically feminine but gender-bending, and playful yet elegant: in any given collection, you could find dreamy tulle skirts and sweet bows alongside meticulously constructed jackets and crisp shirting. It’s all part of Merhej’s design philosophy, which is rooted in sustainability, craftsmanship, and a healthy dose of tenacity—creative pillars she learned as a child, while observing her mother, Laura, at work in her own Beirut atelier. These were also lessons passed down from Merhej’s great-grandmother, Laurice Srouji, who opened her own successful atelier in Jaffa, Palestine in the 1920s.While Merhej first debuted Renaissance Renaissance in 2016, the label has been generating lots of buzz of late—getting shortlisted a second time for the prestigious LVMH Prize in 2025, and in January 2026, making headlines around the world after New York City’s new First Lady, Rama Duwaji, wore a striking chocolate brown fur-trimmed coat from Merhej’s F/W 2023 collection. When it came to Duwaji selecting Renaissance Renaissance for this historic occasion, Duwaji’s stylist, Gabriella Karefa-Johnson, explained on Substack that this too, had significance. “On her first official day as First Lady of New York, Rama is wearing a small, independent woman designer from the Middle East,” Karefa-Johnson wrote. “That representation resonates. It reverberates. Because fashion communicates. It sends a message.”Merhej spoke with writer Cady Lang about carrying on her family’s fashion legacy, creating timeless clothing in a fast fashion world, what it feels like when your designs make international news, and why fashion is always political.This interview has been edited for length and clarity.How are you? How are things for you right now in Beirut?It’s good. I mean, at the moment, there’s a threat of escalation of violence from Israel, but they’re bombing in the south of Lebanon, which is not very near where I work. It’s about two hours away, so we don’t really feel much here. But they’ve been threatening to escalate for the last three months. So who knows? You just live your life.It’s crazy to think that you’re designing under these conditions, with the world being in the state that it is.Yes, I think [it is] for everyone, not just me, because I feel like the whole world is in turmoil at the moment. The fashion world, particularly, has been imploding for the last four years. I think everyone is generally trying to find steady ground in this current environment.I want to talk to you about how you started your brand, Renaissance Renaissance; you are a third-generation couturier, and your great-grandmother and your mother were also fashion artisans. Can you share your earliest fashion memory?In the beginning, my mom’s atelier was also a shop. The front of the atelier was the store, and the back was the atelier. My earliest memories are being shuffled from the front to the back, depending on if a client was there. That’s probably one of my earliest memories in general, because my mom would take us to work with her. She has three kids, so after daycare or after school, we would usually be there with my mom in the space, but we didn’t get the chance to do much [with the atelier] because she was working. I actually had to learn a lot when I started my brand. All the technical things, like making patterns and sewing, I didn’t know at all.Are there lessons that you’ve learned as a designer from your great-grandmother and your mother?We don’t have anything left from my great-grandmother, unfortunately, because the 1948 [Nakba] happened, and they had to leave everything. But there’s this very strong and inherent influence that comes from just being around really strong women who taught themselves and had dreams. They taught themselves everything, and most of their teams were also women. I think the influence is in the way we design and the way we look at things, without a doubt. I don’t want to say it’s more pragmatic, but it definitely is—there’s a closeness and a compassion to the people you are addressing, because we’re living it as well.It’s definitely a legacy. Do you see a dialogue between your brand and their work?I’m very proud to be a part of this; I think if I didn’t have this legacy, I wouldn’t have had the courage to do what I did. But I had this precedent, two amazing women before me who made me realize it’s possible to do it, and that’s huge. I don’t want to gender things too much, but in the way I’m designing and the way I’m approaching clothing, there’s always this inherent, constant intuition on how to approach the female body—how I dress her and how I want women to feel.There’s another whole aspect with the quality of the clothes and how we approach that. My mom was sustainable before sustainability was even a thing. Her mantra is always working directly with the client, really going out of her way to source the best fabrics, to make sure the finishing was perfect, always taking that extra step to make sure the garment will last. And they have lasted, some over 30 years.Renaissance Renaissance’s SS26 Collection “La Touriste.” Courtesy of the designer.On the topic of sustainability, when talking about the brand, you’ve said your goal is to “create garments that can transcend time.” In a world of fast fashion, how do you design pieces to be timeless?It’s always thinking about the woman, about her body, asking myself, “Is it wearable?” All those things, like adding pockets or making sure the length is right, making sure structurally it will last. In terms of the design, I’m not looking at what’s trendy at all. Of course, I’m looking at the street and what people are wearing in their day-to-day lives. But I’m not looking at what this designer is doing or what influencers are posting about. It’s about following my instinct and my intuition, rather than doing something just because it’s trendy or it’s cool.The funny thing is, you start like that, but then it becomes a trend. I guess that’s the normal cycle of fashion. You start off making a garment, and you’re scared because it doesn’t look like anything else out there. And then three or four years later, you’re going into Zara or any fast fashion website. You see your design, that thing that wasn’t cool, is now copied. It’s like life and death. You have to accept this is the rhythm of life in fashion. In a way, it sucks, because indirectly, it’s like I’m contributing to it. It doesn’t make me sad that they copied me, but what does make me sad is like, “Fuck, I’m giving them more things to copy, giving them more ideas to steal so they can keep this horrible business going.”In light of that, how do you continue to feed your creativity as a designer and keep up the energy to create?It’s not difficult to stay inspired. What’s really difficult is when you have an independent brand, there’s no money, and you have to do everything yourself. Burnout is a constant thing for me. It’s very difficult because if I’m in a good state of mind, and I have a little bit of stability, a bit of money in the bank, and I know I can relax for a week, then I can come up with a collection in a week. It’s tough to have your own business and to deal with admin stuff all the time because every day, there’s a problem…But I’m also noticing this pattern with other designers where we’re finding our own way to do it. We’re not going to try to compete with big brands, not going to try to compete with fast fashion, because it’s just literally impossible. It’s exciting to find alternatives.Renaissance Renaissance’s SS26 Collection “La Touriste.” Courtesy of the designer.To return to the brand for a moment, could you tell me more about why you founded Renaissance Renaissance and how the name came about?I started the brand because I wanted to be a creative director, and I thought the best way to do it was to start my own brand because at the time and still now, we don’t see people like me, Arab women, in these positions. The name came about because I like the idea of duality and also of cycles. I like the idea that a woman can constantly have many lives in one lifetime. And it’s the same idea with clothes as well. A garment can come with you through the different stages of your life.2026 has just started, but your designs have already been in the spotlight this year, after Rama Duwaji, the new First Lady of New York City, wore a Renaissance Renaissance coat to the mayoral inauguration. Your designs have also been garnering a lot of industry attention; you were shortlisted for the LVMH Prize in 2021 and again in 2025 and won the 2023 Fashion Trust Arabia Prize for evening wear. What does it feel like to have your work be recognized at this scale?It’s amazing. It’s amazing because we work our asses off—me, my mom, and our seamstresses, all the factories and artisans we work with in Lebanon, plus so many other people like [my publicist] David and his team, and our commercial director, Rodrigo. Of course, it feels really good when the work gets recognized, because it feels like it’s for something—maybe we are not making millions, but at least, people are getting it, it means something to the world…It doesn’t change the reality of being an independent brand, and it’s not changing the day-to-day reality of things. But it definitely feels really good for everyone, not just me. It makes me feel like we’re going in the right direction.In the week following the inauguration, a lot has been made about the symbolism of what Rama wore to the ceremony. Your collections have never shied away from finding the political within the personal. What does it feel like to see your clothing now being a catalyst for larger discussions?When you’ve been doing this for the last 10 years, sometimes you think you’re fucking crazy because you’re doing something that’s meaningful in an industry that doesn’t usually value it. I think if you look at the last decade of fashion especially, it’s been a lot of irony—this idea of quiet luxury. I feel like sincerity was looked down on. Femininity was looked down on. So it’s very nice, because I haven’t changed what I stand for, but people caught up.I don’t know how long it will last, but for me, these are my personal values, the things I always believe in. It’s not going to change now, because other people are writing about it, but it is nice to know that I’m not just having the dialogue by myself or with the wall anymore.Why is fashion political? And what do you think the role of fashion is in this moment?Anything we put out in the world, including fashion or any art you do, is going to be interpreted in the context of whatever is going on. [Rama Duwaji’s] coat is an amazing example, right? There was such a crazy reaction to it, and it was just a coat, but it’s about the meaning and what it stands for and what it symbolizes. Fashion is really important in that way. It helps express ourselves outwardly, and whether we put meaning to it or not, someone is going to put meaning to what we wear. Fashion will always be political. I think it’s very political now because it’s becoming so inaccessible. This is something I’m really thinking about, and I really want to work on in the next year with my brand, because when you’re selling a bag or a shirt for like, $1000-2,000, what are you trying to say with that? Our whole world right now is becoming more and more polarized because of economics, and fashion is no stranger to that.That’s why it’s so important if you have a brand today and if you are a small brand, you can’t afford to not be political, to not take a risk. And when I say political, it’s not necessarily about doing posts about whatever is going on in the news. I’m looking at pricing, how people are shopping, or what they can’t access. I’m looking at how the system treats independent designers. Even with my heritage, to be able to say I’m a Palestinian-Lebanese designer in the U.S. press, for me, was something I could not imagine reading when I was growing up. I couldn’t even imagine it five years ago. To make a decision to be in Beirut, to produce here, was a message. I want to find my own way of living sustainably in a way that benefits mental health and our well-being. I want to make clothes that are great, beautifully designed, but are not going to cost $20 billion unless they’re justified. All these challenges are happening now, and these are all very political. It’s all tied into what’s going on, the bigger picture."
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Back in 2023, the U.S. Surgeon General flagged an already dire loneliness epidemic, that in combination with a transition of most interaction onto social media, changes the way in which we engage with violence and tragedy online. But it can be hard to admit that loneliness affects us, especially when we are constantly connected through social media. It’s important to admit that even for the most digitally literate and active among us, “organized loneliness” not only can occur but especially occurs on social media.Being susceptible to or affected by “organized loneliness” is not a moral shortcoming or a personal failure but acknowledging it and taking steps to connect with one another is the one way we resist totalitarian regimes.2. Next, take social media breaks–and avoid doomscrooling.Even before the advent of social media or online news outlets, Arendt was warning about how loneliness can become a breeding ground for downward spirals. She explains that the constant consumption of tragic, violent, and deeply upsetting news–and watching it unfold in front of us can not only be overstimulating but can desensitize us and disconnect us from reality.While it can be difficult when most of our social lives exist on social media (this will be unpacked later), experts recommend that people limit using social media to less than two hours per day and avoid using it during the first hour after waking up and the last hour before going to sleep. People can use apps that limit overall screen time or restrict access to social media at set times–the best being Opal, One Sec, Forest, and StayFree. People can also use these apps to limit access to specific websites that might include triggering news.But it’s important to recognize that avoiding doomscrooling does not give people license not to stay informed or to look away from atrocities that are not affecting their communities.3. Resist social media echo-chambers by diversifying your algorithm.When you are on social media, however, it’s important to recognize that AI-based algorithms track what we engage with and show us similar content. People can use a VPN to search without creating a record that AI can track and thus offer us like offerings, but while the most pronounced (and reported on) examples focus on White, cis straight men and the Manoverse, echochambers can affect all of us and shift our perception of publicly shared beliefs.People can resist echo-chambers by seeking out new sources and accounts that offer different, fact-based perspectives but also acknowledge their commitment to resisting fascism, such as Ground News, ProPublica, and Truthout. Another idea is to follow anti-fascist online educators like Saffana Monajed who promote and share lessons for media literacy. People can also do this by cultivating their intellectual humility, or the recognition that your awareness has limits based largely on your own experiences and privileges and your beliefs could be wrong. Fearless Culture Design has some great tips.While encountering and engaging different perspectives is vital to resisting echochambers and social algorithms, this is not an invitation to follow or platform any news outlet, content creator, or commentator that denies your or other people’s personhood.4. Cultivate your friendships and make new ones.In a time when many of us only stay in contact with friends through social media, friendships are more important than ever. Try, if you can, to engage friends outside of social media–whether it’s through in-person meet ups (dinners, parties, game nights) or on digital platforms that are not social media-based, for example coordinating meet-ups over Zoom or Skype. This can be a virtual D&D campaign, craft circle, or a virtual book club. While these may seem like silly events throughout the week, they help build real connection.It’s important to connect with people outside of a space that uses an algorithm to design content and to reinforce that people are three-dimensional (not just a two-dimensional representation of a social media profile). There are even some apps that assist with this goal, such as Connect, a web app designed by MIT graduate students Mohammad Ghassemi and Tuka Al Hanai to bring students from diverse backgrounds together for lunch conversations.Arendt writes that totalitarian domination destroys not only political life but also private life as well. Cultivating friendships–and relationships of solidarity with your neighbors and fellow community members–are the ways in which we not only resist the destruction of private relationships but also reinforce that we and others belong in our communities–and that we can achieve great things when we stand together!5. With this in mind, practice intentional solidarity with one another.While it’s likely no surprise, fascism functions to both establish a nationalist identity that breeds extremism and destroy unification and rebellion against authority. The best way to resist the isolation that totalitarian governments breed is to practice intentional acts of solidarity with marginalized communities, especially communities facing systemic violence at the hands of an authoritarian power.Writer and advocate Deepa Iyer discusses the importance of action-based solidarity in her program Solidarity Is, part of the Building Movement Project, and Solidarity Is This Podcast (co-hosted with Adaku Utah) discusses and models a solidarity journey that foregrounds marginalized communities. I highly recommend reading her Solidarity Is Practice Guide and the Solidarity Syllabus, a blog series that Iyer just started this month to highlight lessons, resources, and ideas of how to cultivate solidarity within your own communities.6. Consume locally and ethically, and reject capitalist productivity.And one way that people can stand in solidarity with their communities is to support local small businesses that invest back into the communities. When totalitarianism strips people of many platforms to voice concern, one of the last remaining power people have is how and where they spend their money. Often, this is what draws the most attention and impact, so it’s important to buy (and sell) based on Iyer’s Solidarity Stances and to also resist the ways in which productivity culture not only disempowers community but devalues human labor.At the heart of Arendt’s criticism of totalitarian domination is the ways in which capitalism, a “tyranny over ‘laborers,’” contributes to loneliness itself (pg. 476). Whether intentional or not, this connects to modern campaigns not only of malicious compliance but also purposeful obstinance in which people refuse to labor for a fascist regime but to mobilize their ability to labor as a form of resistance–thinking about the recent walkouts and boycotts that resist by weaponizing our labor and our spending power.Not only should people resist the conflation of a person’s value to their productivity, but they should use their labor–and the economic products of it–as tools of resistance in capitalism.Thankfully as Arendy writes, “totalitarian domination, like tyranny, bears the germs of its own destruction,” so totalitarianism by definition cannot succeed just as humans cannot thrive under the pressure of “organized loneliness.” For this reason, it’s a challenge to hold on and resist the administration using disconnection to garner support for the dehumanization of and violence against human beings. But as long as we do, we have the most powerful tools of resistance–awareness, friendship, community, and solidarity–at our disposal to undo totalitarianism just as it was undone back in the 1940s."
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"title" : "A Trail of Soap",
"author" : "susan abulhawa, Diana Islayih",
"category" : "excerpts",
"url" : "https://everythingispolitical.com/readings/a-trail-of-soap",
"date" : "2026-02-13 08:40:00 -0500",
"img" : "https://everythingispolitical.com/uploads/Trail_of_Soap.png",
"excerpt" : "From EVERY MOMENT IS A LIFE compiled by susan abulhawa. Copyright © 2026 by Palestine Writes. Reprinted by permission of One Signal Publishers/Atria Books, an Imprint of Simon Schuster, LLC.",
"content" : "From EVERY MOMENT IS A LIFE compiled by susan abulhawa. Copyright © 2026 by Palestine Writes. Reprinted by permission of One Signal Publishers/Atria Books, an Imprint of Simon Schuster, LLC.Illustration by Rama DuwajiI met Diana Islayih at a series of writing workshops I conducted in Gaza between February and May 2024. She was one of a couple dozen young people who traveled for hours on foot, by donkey cart, or in cars forced to crawl through the crush of displacement. They were all trying to survive an ongoing genocide. Still, they risked Israeli drones and bombs to be there, just to feel human for a few hours, like they belong in this world, to touch the lives they believed they might still have.Soft-spoken and slight, Diana was the only one who recognized me, asking quietly if I was “the real susan abulhawa.” Each writer progressed their piece at their own pace, and would read their work aloud in the workshops to receive group feedback. Diana’s was the only story that emerged almost fully formed, as if it had been waiting for language. She teared up the first time she read it aloud, and again, the second.By the third reading, the tears were gone. “I got used to the indignities,” she told me. “Now I’m used to reading them out loud.” She confessed that she struggled living “a life that doesn’t resemble me.” On our last day together, I reminded her of what she’d said. She smiled ironically. “Now I don’t know if I resemble life,” she said.What follows is Diana’s story, written from inside that unrecognizable life, bearing witness not through spectacle, but through one intimate moment in the unbearable weight of the everyday. — susan abulhawa, editor of Every Moment Is a Life, of which this essay is part.Courtesy of Simon & SchusterI poured yellow liquid dish soap into my left palm, which instinctively cupped into a deep hollow, like a well yearning to be a well once more. I would need to wash my hands after using the toilet near our tent, though the faucet was usually empty. Water had been annihilated alongside people in this genocide, becoming a ghost that graciously deigns to appear to us when it wishes to—one we chase after rather than flee.The miserable toilet was made of four wooden posts, wrapped in a makeshift curtain made from an old scrap of fabric—so sheer you could see silhouettes behind it. A blanket full of holes and splinters served as a “door.”Inside, a concrete slab with a hole in the middle. You need time to convince yourself to enter such a place. The stench alone seizes your eyelids and turns your stomach the moment it creeps into your nose.I thought about going to the damned, distant women’s public toilet. I hated it during the first weeks of our displacement, but it was the only one in the area where you could both relieve yourself and scrub off the dust of misery that clung to every air molecule.It infuriated me that it was wretched and run-down, and the crowding only made it worse—full of sand, soiled toilet paper, and sanitary pads scattered in every corner.“Should I go?” I asked myself, aloud.I decided to go, taking one step forward and two steps back. I’d ask anyone returning from the toilet, “Is there water in the tap today?” and await the answer with the eagerness of a child hoping for candy.“You have to hurry before it runs out!”Or, more often, “There isn’t any.”So we’d all—men, women, and children—arm ourselves with a plastic water bottle, which was a kind of public declaration: “We’re off to the toilet.” We’d also carry a bar of soap in a box, although most people didn’t bother using it since it didn’t lather and was like washing your hands with a rock.I looked up and exhaled, staring into the vast gray nothingness that stared right back at me. Then I stepped out onto the sand across from our ramshackle displacement camp—Karama, “Camp Dignity”—though dignity itself cries out in this filthy, exhausted place, choked with chaos and a desperate scramble to moisten our veins with a drop of life.The road was empty, as it was early morning, and even the clamor of camp life lay dormant at that hour. Still, I couldn’t relax my shoulders—to signal my senses that we were alone, that we were safe. My fingers remained clenched over the yellow dish soap, my hand hanging at my side to keep it from spilling.I crossed the distance to the toilet—step by step, meter by meter, tent by tent. The souls who dwelled in them, just as they were, unchanged, their curious eyes fixed on me. I passed a garbage heap, shaped like a crescent moon, overflowing with all kinds of empty food cans—food that had ruined the linings of our intestines and united us in the agonies of digestion and bowel movements.Something trickled from my palm—a thread of liquid that felt like blood dripping between my fingers, down my wrist in thickening droplets. My hand trembled, and my eyes blurred. I convinced myself—without looking—that it was all in my head, not in my hand, quickened my pace, my heartbeat thudding in my ears.At last, I reached the only two public toilets in the area, one for men and the other for women, both encased in white plastic printed with the blue UNICEF logo.Inside, I was met with the “toilet chronicles”—no less squalid than the toilet itself—unparalleled chatter among women who’d waited long hours in the line together.The old women bemoaned the soft nature of our generation, insisting our condition was a “moral consequence” of our being spoiled.Other women pleaded to be let into the toilet quickly because they were diabetic. They banged on the door with urgency and physical pain, like they would break in and grab the person behind it by the throat, shouting, “When will you come out?!”The woman inside yelled back, “I’m squeezing my guts out! Should I vomit them up too? Have patience! Damn whoever called this a ‘rest room’!”I looked around. A pale-faced woman smiled at me. I returned her smile, but my face quickly stiffened again, as if the muscles scolded me for stretching them into a smile. A voice inside me whispered meanly, What are you both even smiling about?A furious cry rang from the other stall, “Oh my God! Someone is plucking her body hair! What are you doing, you bitch? It’s a toilet! A toilet!”Another voice shot back, “Lower your voice, woman, and hurry up! The child’s crying!”Two little girls stood nearby, with tousled hair, drool marking their cheeks, their eyes half shut. They were crying to use the toilet, clutching their crotches, shifting restlessly in the sandy corridor where we stood.I was trying to push through to the water tap at the end of the hall, attempting to escape this tiresome, tragic theater. As my luck would have it, there was no water. I opened my palm. It too was empty. The yellow dish soap my mother bought yesterday was gone. All that remained was a sticky smear across my left hand and a long thread trailing behind me in the sand. Had it been dripping from my hand all along the way?I twisted the faucet handle back and forth—a futile hope for even a thin thread of water. Not a single drop came.My body sagged under the weight of rage, disappointment, fury, and a storm of unanswerable questions. I rushed through the crowded corridor of angry women, out into the street. I couldn’t hold back tears.I wept, cursing myself and the occupation and Gaza and her sea— the sea I love with a weary, lonely love, just as I’ve always loved everything in this patch of earth.I sobbed the entire way back. Without shame. I didn’t care who saw—not the passersby, not the homes or tents, not the ground I walked on. My grief rained tears on this land on my way there and back.But the land’s thirst is never quenched—neither with our tears, nor with our blood.My eyes were wrung dry from crying by the time I reached our tent. I collapsed on the ground, questions clamoring in my head.Can a homeland also be exile?Can another exile exist within exile?What is home?Is home the homeland itself, the soil of a nation?Or is it the other way around—the homeland is only so if it’s truly home?If the homeland is the home, why do I feel like a stranger in Rafah—a place just ten minutes from my city, Khan Younis?And why did I fear the feeling I had when I imagined myself in our kitchen, where my mother cooked mulukhiya and maqluba for the first time in six months, even though I wasn’t at home—in our house?That day, I said aloud, “Is this what the occupation wants? For me to feel ‘at home’ merely in the memory of home?”How can I feel at home without being there?How can I be outside of my homeland when I’m in it?I looked down at my hand—dry and cracked with January’s chill. The yellow soap liquid had turned into frozen white powder between my fingers."
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